It’s understandable why self-deprecation is so common among amateur creators. People are afraid of being seen a certain way — full of themselves, oblivious to their own faults, practically inviting the harshest of criticisms. Making fun of your own work, belittling it, downplaying the bits you are actually proud of…this often gets used as a self-defense measure.People will be less inclined to tear me down if I swing the sledgehammer first, right?
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I was in Vancouver for the 2011 rioting. There, somebody thought: “If I swing the sledgehammer first, everyone else will think it’s okay and join in.”
It’s foolproof!
The world watched one of those theories get proven with 5 million dollars in property damage and 140 cases of blood spilled on the streets. The damage caused by the other mindset is more difficult to measure.
I do know that I get a nasty taste in my mouth every time I see a creator (especially one I’ve not heard of yet) saying that their comic is badly written/drawn, that they got lazy on the newest update, that their work is derivative or convoluted or nonsensical. I never bother looking at the comic after seeing any of these. Why should I? If the person in the driver’s seat doesn’t care about their cargo, why would any sane person climb aboard?
Think of the people who genuinely do enjoy your work. What must they feel like when you say these things? When it seems like they need to defend something they like against the very person who made it? They care for what you say in your work so they’re inclined to care for what you say about the it. Suddenly they start seeing the flaws you point out – where before they may have noticed none — until it overwhelms what they saw in the first place. Goodbye enthusiastic fan. Hello jaded (ex?)reader.
You don’t have to think your work is the best in the world to get behind it. It’s true that cockiness can turn people off…but not passion. Every time you find yourself about to stab your own work in the back, consider talking about the things you love about it instead. Not with a “this part is the best” attitude, but in a “I really care about this part” sort of way. “This is important to me. This is why I’m trying to get this out there.” Don’t be ashamed to be seen loving your work. Loving something doesn’t mean you think it’s better than everything else out there. It means the thing resonates with you on a personal level (as your own work rightfully should), and so you privately accept its faults.
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This is your work. You brought it into the world. If one person in the world should love it, stand up for it, and tell people why they should be reading it…shouldn’t it be you?
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By Otty Justason, co-creator of ZUKAHNAUT.com
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Thanks, Otty!
This perfectly sums up what I try to fight every time I post a page I’m not entirely pleased with. Which, I guess is almost every one. Le sigh. My mantra is, “never apologize”. 🙂
Hey Otty! Thanks for the tip.. I tend to point out when I’m unhappy with an update. I’ll stop doing that.
I definitely agree that bashing your own work just sends bad vibes in so many directions: to your readers (who don’t like people belittling the things they like), to your fellow creators (who then have to bend over backwards to make you feel better about things you objectively know are fine), and to yourself (getting yourself into a perfectionist loop about all the things you did wrong is a sure-fire way to get nowhere.) I love my work. I have a lot of fun with it. And those are honest things I can say and believe, even while still acknowledging there are things I’d do differently or aspects I need to work on.
Thanks Otty,
I really should give my work more credit, after all if I’m doing the best I can at that time, I should be proud of that accomplishment.
Great article Otty! Creation makes us all highly vulnerable, so this is a really common defense mechanism that I am totally guilty of.